I'm Yours

When you ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply.

I’d rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie.

And who am I to judge you on what you say or do.

I’m only just beginning to see the real you.

May be the honesty’s too much and I have to close my eyes and try to hide.

You always say “ I’m yours” and I feel it.

I trust of you, some tenderness survives.

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subside.

I wanna hold you till I die, till we both break down and cry.

At time I’d like to break it and drive it to my knees.

At time I’d like to break thru and hold you endlessly.

Prolog sang malam

Jalan setapak itu membentang sejauh bukit pasir, dan disambung jalan setapak yang lebih tinggi. Yang dibuat dari lempengan kayu yang telah diterpa cuaca. Dihadapanku, jalan itu melebar menjadi jalur landai yang luasnya persis dua setengah meter persegi. Aku berhenti dan menari tuas rem kursi roda.

Pantai yang sunyi membentang dihadapanku. Dataran tidak tampak. Pantai itu kelihatan sepurba saat pertama dibentuk dulu. Bulan dikaburkan oleh selubung awan pekat, namun memancarkan cahaya cukup terang untuk melihat ombak yang pecah. Bulan meninggalkan sisa-sisa cahaya keperakan yang berkedip singkat sebelum terserap oleh pasir. Anginnnya sehalus hembusan nafas bayi yang terlelap, dan satu-satunya bunyi adalah deru keras air pasang.

Still....Some Message From Singapore

I recall the days I’ve spent with you.

The little words and things we used to say and do.

I can’t get you of my mind

and I wonder why I’ve never lost you…?

I dream of only you

and it seems you’re somewhere around,

with anything I do ,

with everything I do.

I dream my life away make believe.

You’re still around and dream’s of yesterday.

All those day I’ve searched for you,

because I never came to end with you.

I try to flowing on your mind like a never ending stream.

Some message from Singapore

I look around. Every sight and every sound. Idon’t know if I’m being foolish or I’m being wise…? But it’s something that I must belive in and It’s there when I look in your eyes.

In the whisper of a tree and in the thunder of the sea, I feel of you. I don’t know if I’m just dreaming or if I feel same…But it’s there when you call out my name.

In the rising of the sun and when the day is nearly done… I don’t know if you’re illusioned… Don’t know if I see true, but… you come like a wind.

You reach me without touching me. You teach me without rushing me. You know about me, where would I be.

Every night you come like a moth to a flame. You were there and you help guid me though.

You’re there by my side, and in you…I confide.

…I lying here next to you.